Wednesday, March 28, 2007
for Lori
FOR LORI - version two
-after Czeslaw Milosz
i will put poppy seeds cracked corn,
for the dead,
who will return as birds
may be nourished.
but the thistle seed
in the old china cup
from grandmother's hutch
i saved for you,
redwing blackbird, gone
before the sky knew your song.
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
charming the apostles
CHARMING THE APOSTLES
the phone tells me
my carpets are dirtier than my soul
the poor will accept the clothes in my closet
as well as appliances i never learned to use properly
donations: money, materials -
it will purify the heart better than confessions
the greater the amount, the more intense the
purification
endangered species, rainforests
even the condemned
all on the balance of my dollars:
as if i were chosen by jesus himself
Thursday, March 15, 2007
after the great strike of 2001 - let's say life changed significantly
TOME
it is a fallacy the dead speak
of dust & time & the sound
of horses on cobblestone roads no longer in existence....
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
a prose poem to leonard
remember, if you'd like to read more of my poetry - check the archives. also, feel free to post comments and your email address, if you'd like me to write back for any reasons. i wouldn't mind making this an interactive blog, or i can keep it as it is, or let it fade away if there is no interest at all in its contents.
LETTER TO LEONARD
- after Richard Hugo
the rains, as always clouds are forming between my fingers. even the wind has attained a voice. but i cannot understand the mumbles.
inspect the gate. a marvelous attempt, but given time it will sag & drag, like the others i have built.
i will tell the judge no lies. i cough for reasons other than influenza. piss on the black robes of ignorance. i speak only truth, as rock, as river, as talons of hawk.
i watched a woman last night, her hips as inviting as her lips. my voice failed as she smiled. darkness in the abstract diamond on her thin finger. oblivion sucked on her breasts until she vanished.
by morning, i will forget nothing. call the wind brother. we are each as vague & miserable.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
prose poem
THE BOX I DID NOT OPEN
the box i did not open at first: caressing the rough corners as if it were your laughter. wrens of the feeder with a curiosity i could not sustain.
i expected the roar odor of imported perfumes. BUT was rather greeted by the stench of cigar smoke. (Damn the postal clerks in Topeka, they who held the rough edges before me.)
the box i did not open at first. magic exude. it was satisfaction enough knowing ...
Friday, March 9, 2007
a moldy (and probably not very good) oldie
CROWS
There are two crows in the apple orchard, talking a sour and hard dialogue.
Their silhouette in flight is more of struggling than grace.
i watch them pecking at old, rotting apples.
Their language is unique and if not beautiful, it is rewarding.
Wednesday, March 7, 2007
the big break that never happened ...
this is the release and press i had hoped to make my poetry a somewhat major name. well, we all know it didn't happen for a lot of reasons that are basically water under the bridge at this point.
FOR MY FATHER
the bones - upon which empires were to be built -
are nearly unable to support life.
i hear them crack in the imperfect vacuum of the night.
something horrible happens to dreams
in the sanitary corridors of hospitals.
doctors inject them full of antibodies.
nurses make perfect corners of the beautiful haze.
& you lay there as if a vapor waiting to be dispersed.
the bones whisper of flight. perhaps you cannot hear,
above the hum of flourescent lights,
above the dribble of magic fluids down twisted plastic tubes.
but i hear!
something horrible happens to dreams
in the sanitary corridors of hospitals.
Monday, March 5, 2007
a real montage poem
a rather morose collection of poems, i have been told. since i mentioned the montage form in an earlier post, i thought i should at least offer one for you to see.
CROW WITH A BROKEN FOOT
"It's not dark yet,
but it's getting there."
-Bob Dylan
1
it is finally evening.
rivers are low.
stadiums are silent.
the ghosts of Greenberg, of Gehringer, refuse to come.
their heritage has been altered.
pigeons on rooftops,
all they ever seem to do is shit on cars
& the outfield bleachers
with an elegance that defies logic.
2
broken steam line,
like the scream of gods gone insane,
& the accuray head going off the scale -
another damned reel of cull.
blistered hands cannot mend these imperfection -
the concrete here has no emotion,
merely bleeds its own black blood down walls,
onto floors.
3
crow with a broken foot hobbles across the orchard,
like a midnight drunk, the pain of living
rewarded with an intoxication that only God will ever appreciate.
apples rotting in an August
too warm for comfort.
4
where are the flowers, now that
yellow skies hang with ornaments of steel?
line-ups change too easily.
the subways are silent now.
what replaced the simple pleasures of our youth?
it appears the writing's on the wall & but no one stops to read
the fine print anymore.
5
will you kiss me now?
6
they cull paper for twist warp, mullin or wrinkles,
recycle it until it meets someone's standards.
no one but accountants or mill workers notice,
or care.
but the soul - when you cull that
it turns sour & gray,
until it has a stench
the body cannot stand.
7
let my fingers be the forgotten rain
down your hair, down your neck.
in the morning, pin my heart to your blouse.
indeed, our sacrifices are in more than one form,
to more than one god.
8
there is no dawn.
no sunset, where concrete sweats,
where fingers are laced with paper cuts & scabs,
where dreams are no longer real -
merely apparitions that dance along thin cat-walks
on the night shift, mingled in vapors of steam
& not enough sleep, in the mist of chemicals
best left unattended.
the ghosts of Cobb, of Kaline refuse to answer.
Sunday, March 4, 2007
is there an update schedule?
one of my great loves in life (besides poetry and music) is baseball. this poem is from a pile of rejected and rewritten material, currently in no manuscript.
OBJECTIVITY HAS NO FUNCTION
i have looked down the long avenue of years gone by,
looked for the likes of Mays, Musial or Mantle.
i scanned the skies for Davenport, Boyer or Santo.
in their place I found the cold wind of December in empty stadiums.
not all the poems are monumental these days.
not many are even insignificant.
morning skies are hard.
rivers choke on ice.
i search the horizon for anything of comfort,
for anything resembling the warmth of her eyes gone by.
Saturday, March 3, 2007
comments are welcome
todays offering is the opening poem from a manuscript - Humbly I Offer These Awkward Poems, currently unpulsihed, though it was "accepted" and i was told it was headed off to the printer and was to be the next "major release". But that was a few years ago and obviously never happened - for whatever reasons .... The manuscript has been scrapped and reworked (twice) and is now part of a larger project that very patiently gathers dust and an idle promise i will get back to it someday.
THE LANGUAGE USED
-after Lawson Fusao Indada
here they speak of Clackamus
& Calapooya Rivers. Chinook winds.
it is language as topography,
of dreams no longer valid,
yet vibrant.
here asphalt & concrete remain
in the lexicon of curses.
Cascade Mountains, Siuslaw River -
the language of land & people
in transition.
here, the immigrants & flunkies
mistake the midnight wind
as credit, payment due by the 1st.
if your language does not tell me something important
of yourself, your history, perhaps it is best
to speak of something other than dreams.
sidewinder. diamondback - honesty
is before you: lethal, beautiful
& misunderstood. Cloverleaf -
the highway that goes nowhere on its own,
but intersects with one that may.
pimp. pusher. priest - all equal:
eternity in different forms.
3 Fingered Jack, Tillamook cheese -
language as topography -
dreams no longer valid,
yet unwilling to die.
Friday, March 2, 2007
Open form poetry
the "confessional poets" of the late 40's and 50's were important in the way i present my poetry - poets as paul duncan and charles olson come to mind - though they are hardly the only important figures, merely the ones i can think of at the moment, which during a night shift rotation is amazing i can think of anything. the fact i am updating this blog on night shift is one of the minor miracles.
my longer poems, which i have not chosen to put here yet, use a form i call "montage" - snippets of images, emotions and philosophy mixed and woven around a central theme - in hopes of creating something larger than the individual pieces, just as a montage picture works. someday i will have to get some of them typed and entered into this blog, but don't hold your breath waiting.
this poem is from The Fatman In The Mirror (my second book) (c) 1997 Pygmy Forest Books
THE FATMAN SITS IN THE BATHROOM
the fatman sits in the bathroom
editing another letter he will not send,
carefully writing words he had hoped
would bring smiles to your cheeks.
he gambles with loaded dice,
choosing to ignore his losses.
he is convinced it does not matter.
he is strong in the desperation of love.
the fatman looks in the mirror
but does not see himself,
rather jesus before the first miracle,
pondering his own potential.
Thursday, March 1, 2007
some poets i admire
John Berryman
Yannis Ritsos
William Everson (also known as Brother Antoninus)
Fredrico Garcia Lorca
Walt Whitman
Paul Zimmerman
Leonard Cirino -editor of Pygmy Forest Press
Michael McIrvin -published by Pymy Forest Press & others
Rob Whitbeck -published by Pygmy Forest Press
and not a poet, but one of the more influenetial writers (for me) of the 20c -
Samuel Beckett
good stuff - worth checking out if you're unfamiliar with any of them.
today's poem is from my first book - Poetry Of The Deformed (c) 1996- on Pygmy Forest Press
PERSONAL AD
wanted. dreams to fill vacancies.
rain clouds ok, as long as rainbows appear -
eventually. eyes that radiate magic
essential. must be prepared
to carry heart of stone until it again
becomes a feather. send resume
on the wings of blackbirds. will respond
by same.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
salute to Roger
THE TWO GHOSTS IN ROGER'S ATTIC
unlike most of us -
there are two ghosts in your attic, my friend.
one is the usual: old & angry, waking
at odd hours & kicking the neighbor's sleeping dog
into fits of delirium. he paints graffiti
on your sidewalks & has been known to smash
the windows in your mini-van
when he is extremely bored & cantankerous.
the other is eternally beautiful, eternally young -
the stuff of dreams, or the source,
depending on your perspective. She is awkward
& frail, spending most of her time
convalescing in dark recesses.
but in her rare appearances,
you have been known to orchestrate
beautiful music together.
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
No Job Security Today
todays poem is the latest i have written (obviously a while back) - this is a "rough draft", very minor edits since it was written one rainy night at work. it is probably in need of at least one more round of edits. i am thinking it eventually has a place in one of my unfinished manuscripts.
No Job Security Today
written 10:08:06
- A working class hero is something to be - John Lennon
5 Am
& the winderman forgets
to change his slitters again.
another set of cull.
19 of 20 days/nights in a row
& i have forgotten what day of the week it is
or what sunshine feels like.
these concrete walls seep
prayers i would rather not hear.
my union vice-president sends an email
telling me my position on the paper machine
is no longer protected -
something about reorganization
& technicalities in the contract
that i probably wouldn't understand.
lay-offs are not expected
but also not out of the realm of possibilities.
i cut another set of core,
wait for morning & my relief,
questioning how much longer
the pain in my shoulder
will give the dream service.
Monday, February 26, 2007
Hello World ....
i have two manuscripts nearly complete and gathering proverbial dust, as well as a very large pile of unfinished poems, even a few new ones i never got around to submitting or editing or even showing my friends. Some of these works will most likely end up on these pages, along with a few poems i particularly like from my books. Who knows ... guess it all depends on time and mood, etc.
Thanks for visiting. Enjoy, hopefully.
Kenn
2 poems from King of Oafs
Echo Parks Books - currently out of print
used at the eulogy of my mother - Nov. 2006
BEAUTY IS ALL I HAVE KNOWN
we all dies --one way or another --
ash or mud (philosophies aside)
our ultimate destiny.
old woman in the garden tells me:
the cricket, the owl.
even the bat -- beauty is all
i have ever known.
she is twisted as a gourd.
her fingers are rough vines.
some may have mistook her for a witch.
the mole. the snake.
even the spider -- beauty is all
i have ever known.
she now speaks like corn husks scaping the wind.
her eyes glisten like that of the crow.
SLEEP
old woman sleeps with angels
who keep lightning
in the mountains
& thunder on the other side of the valley.
when the wind is lost,
old woman gives it a place to rest.
her twisted fingers
fumbles rosary,
performs miracles in the hard dirt.
somemay have mistook her for a witch.
the cricket. the mole.
even the owl -
when God asks them of her,
their reply:
beauty is all i have ever seen.